人常常会有种错觉..
当某段时间有个人常常和你msn又或是简讯你，突然有一天他不在了，你就会突然很想他，然后就以为自己爱上了那个人。这就是所谓的错觉吧..
难怪别人会说，如果男生要追求一个女生，只要每天出现在她眼前，突然有一天没出现，她只要有找你，那就代表男生成功了！！
看！是多么容易的事！是多么可怕啊！
我们或许常常会想念一个人，那只是思念，并不是说你一定是喜欢上那个人..
我也发现许多的人很喜欢搞暧昧这一套，可是总是在搞完之后拍拍屁股就走了，留下另一个人在原地..那个被留下的人该做什么，你把他/她的生活搞的一团乱之后，什么也不管就走了..
还有一种就是，明明已经有了另一半结果还去和别人搞暧昧，这是什么道理？？
不会觉得对不起自己的另一半吗？？？
另一种就是这一秒说要追你，你在拒绝之后，马上下一秒又去追别人了。追不到，就说为什么大家都要拒绝他，自己明明是真心的，回来问你为什么，然后下一秒马上有了新的女朋友...
现在这是什么世界？？？！！
感情世界里是那么复杂吗？？
为什么真心已经看不见，有的只是很多很多的虚伪..
好恐怖的世界！！！
曾经会为了一次心动感觉而等待许久的人去了哪里？？是否是因为被伤害了，所以也不愿意等待了？？
什么时候，有了心动的感觉？
什么时候，感觉消失了？？
又什么时候会再次有心动的感觉呢？？？
你我都难以预料！！
~wen~
i realised that actually when someone decided to do something and they will only 'THINK' of it instead of 'DOING' it..i admit that this is a normal thing and everyone do so..like people like me know how to 'SAY' and 'THINK' but not 'DO'..such a depressed life..because you will never get what you want unless you go and do it..sometime i was thinking that what if later i really have to leave home and live myself alone???
can i cope with that??
my answer is I DON'T KNOW!!
as i never leave home for long..and if it is then it will be like a very long time..damn!!i will be really HOMESICK i think..everyone experience homesick..for sure those who already away from their home..they still walked over it..so why not me??!!haha..
but sometime you will think to run away from home because nobody will ask what time you going back or come home before what time..
actually i am quite use to it that i have something so called 门禁..there's someone who totally dislike that one..they want to stay outside till very late and even only want to go home in the morning..
if it's the case then why you need a home..what you need only a room a hotel or even only a bed but not a home!!
home so called home because we feel free when we are in there not feel like living in the prison..we have to think that home is most safety place for us and we feel comfort when we are in there..
you have your wings that because your parents give it to you..if not you will never have a chance to let your wings grow big enough that can let you fly up high..
what's my future??
I DON'T KNOW!!
at first, i thought that i was clear with that but now, i think i am getting lost again..
i don't know what can i do and maybe i know what should i do but i am just unwilling to do so..
STUDY STUDY STUDY are the words in my mind and i was just 'THINK'..
i just can't pick myself up to study and now i can't believe that whether i can cope when it comes to the end or maybe only the beginning of my life..
maybe i will get killed in the beginning!!haha..
~wen~
