went to 'Jalinan Kasih' just now..it was quite awkward a..when i went there meijiao and meiting were not there yet..i waited for almost half an hour and i decided to call meijiao and told her i don't want to go already but who knows when i called her..i terus asked her where she is and told her that i was there already..OMG!!!i suppose to tell her that i am not going le de..haiz~~

finalli i saw meiting was there already and follow her back going around..so damn awkward a..sibeh paiseh a..at first i was just standing around there and looking at those people..i was thinking that they were so happy and doesn't seem like got any 埋怨...or maybe they just get use to it already..when it came to the sungkai time i just realised that there were so many people..and there was a little kid..so cute!!i think is the cutest one among all the children..everyone love him but he only want guys to hug him..

there is another one during this coming saturday with people from pusat bahagia..by the way today was from pusat ehsan..

don't know whether going on saturday or not because i scare later paiseh again wa..haha..

and also ben lai today going dinner with simsim and ah yen de..but because of this then i boh jadi go le lo..

~wen~

今天上了一堂宝贵的人生课程，

谁都希望人的一生一路顺遂，没有什么很大的磨难，可是人生当中没有这些磨难，就会没有时间停下来看看身边的风景。

如果你的一生都是顺遂的，那你就一直会只想着往前冲，根本就没有时间去欣赏人生的风景。

当然不是说顺遂没什么不好只是就少了那么一点苦尽甘来的滋味...

我们永远不知道下一秒会发生什么事，也不知道现在你做的这个决定会不会影响你的一生，但是如果你总是瞻前顾后，那你永远比别人慢，永远比别人吃亏...

我无法决定这一秒该如何，但是我可以改变我的下一秒...

把昨天留在昨天，今天过得如何，代表着在人生书本里的这一页你要如何去写...如何才能到达美好的结局...就是在早晨开始动笔的那一刻...

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something happened two days ago, it was like an incident..this incident brought me back to the memory that i was trying to hide deeply in my heart and don't want to remember it forever and ever..but the truth is~~it was still there, i couldn't change the past and those memory make me stop more longer for thinking every time i want to move a step..

trying hard to keep these things in my heart and make sure that only i know about it...

i think just need sometime to over it..over the feeling..over every every secret that i have..

i don't wish anyone to ask me about that because i would sure tell about it which i don't want to..just need time for myself to pass over..

the person that stand in front of everyone will always be myself..always the happiest one=)

~wen~=D

finished mock exam two weeks ago..?i think so...but the results are quite bad..hmmm..BCDE..nice arrangement for it,,but i would prefer ABCD if only i could..hahaha..but its already till the last exam and nothing i can change any more..just have to try hard and do well like one month or two months later...? 

got my june AS result statement today..but i'm quite nervous hence i went to register for it and got it on thursday..the funny thing was that when i was told that the results were out and would be posted out at 3pm in school..but when i was in school with fiona..there's nobody except for some that want to get their results..too bad that we were being cheated by the tutor that said that they would posted it at 3pm..

NVM!!i still got it..i only retake physics and chemistry in this june and i got b for both of the subjects..i am quite satisfy by my chemistry and have a breakdown of CBA=b..better than my last year NOv result which is BCD=c..

know what..?although i have no complain with my physics and hoped that it will at least an upgrade in my breakdown..but surprisingly i got the same breakdown as what i got last year..CCA=b..kekdao!!!

so far..i think that's ok and i am not going to retake any of them any more..as i think that twice is enough and just have to do hard and well in A2, everything will be fine..

will start to revise only when it comes to the month september..?hahaha..most probably..if i hope to get the good results..this is what i have to do..BUT NOW!!just rest for while..really while!!haha..

~wen~

前几天的心情有点低落.....好，不是有点，是很低落...

不知道是因为考试呢，还是......看到看了不是很愉快的东西...

不知道为什么会这样，应该是没有资格也没有理由去在意的，可是......

可是今天好点了，或许因为早上去工作了吧，工作还是有点用的吧...

之后又和sisters and brothers 玩水枪，心情总算好了些......

really like only when people are not happy then just will blog..so the blog will somehow look like very EMO!!!

i think it's true to say that because when you are happy you will think to blog then will end up blogging those unhappy one..hahahaha..

EMO 不是我的代号吧，也不是属于我这卦的...

错错错！！！加油！！！！

~wen~=)